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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

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Monday, May 31, 2010 ( 12:54 PM )

So It's the end already...

no no im not emo or anything.. hahahha

School ended.. And this is like the end of my tertiary education

I mean I could take up A Degree in future no doubt...

But my compulsory Education is over..

PAP Kindergarten

Ahmad Ibrahim Primary School

Northbrooks Secondary School

Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts

Wow!.. Who'd have figured out that I would have ended up being a designer

at the end of this long education trail which lasted about... hmm 2 + 6 + 5 + 4 =...

(looking at fingers and counting)

OH 17 YEARS! OMG! i just realised 17 years of my life has been dedicated to education..

And if you're wondering how come Nafa took 4 years it's because i went in in 2007 July and left in 2010 May

And so it's actually 3 years but I'm counting the Numerical Years...

If not it'll be 16 Years but still That's ALOT right!!

Most countries don't even have more than 10 Years of education for their young generations...

But anyways

I think I need to do smthing about my room! (note to self)

Oh ya now that school's over I hv nothing to do

I used to be busy as fuck

and now I'm loose as a white sheet in the wind...

And I knoe I knoe I haven't been bloggin' for Like AGES!!!!!

ugh

I actually feel like switching over to Tumblr

I have an acct there just that I used to use it when blogger was being a bitch...

Hmm.. I'll reconsider But I love this too much to lose it uh...

My posts here since 2006 uh

Hmm maybe I'll just keep this blog as a reminder and move on.. to something better :D

It's time to for a change.. an easier more Grego intepreted Change.. Something that I can enjoy myself with :D

Ok...

Imma move :D

Take care all you Lovelies..

I wanna say thank you for all the memories blogger

5 years of Blogging and all the wonderful pictures

and people I've been able to share this wonderful blog with

so with that..

I'VE MOVED!

http://grieverez.tumblr.com

Love and Losts

V'ZeuLKiD

Grieverez

Heartz

Ezekiel

Grego

It's been real ;')

{/Stage 2 Aftermath --

Sunday, March 28, 2010 ( 2:15 AM )

I feel helpless...

drained...

rejected..

but above all

i feel unloved...

V'ZeuLKiD Grego

{/ --

Tuesday, March 02, 2010 ( 10:23 AM )

Well I'm just blogging for the sake of blogging.. lets see..

I want to ee say dat... I'm bored and I just Fartted hahahahkz

peee ewww... i need to get out and exercise more..

err..

I don't really have ee much to eesayy.. soo I shall just go do my Digital media project... on Fad's Intro now hahkz..

Aite.. Taking care yawsss...

Grieverez V'ZeuLz

PS if you're wondering how come my name's changed its cox its 2010 and with every new year/decade there's gotta be some major diff hahkz right ...

Change is good

{/Thank you --

Sunday, February 28, 2010 ( 1:54 AM )

Over the course off today i've realised that I have alot to be thankful for and alot of people that I want to start thanking...

I want to thank my dance crew for being there to bring passion and purpose to my life

I want to thank NAFA for bringing me back to the arts and giving me a new avenue to express myself

I want to thank my friends for always supporting me and believing in me when I didn't believe in myself

I want to thank the people whom've given me so much in life that I should be more thankful for.. my parents... and lastly and most importantly the main reason I wrote this blog today ....

I want to thank people like Voguelicious, the Spice Boys and all outward and in your face gays and bisexuals that I know... You guys have taken alot of shit from the rest of the world not just Singapore and it was not just for yourselves it was to bring people to realise how we all... should have a say and how we too need to have our place in the world...

I'm not try to stir up a riot or cause activism over this issue but I just want to say thank you for representing a major discreet majority of us whom aren't brave enough to go out and scream at the top of our lungs that we are proud to be who we are.. THANK YOU!

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! & GERLSSS HAHAKZ! :D

Love

Grieverez V'Zeulz

{/11.02.10 --

Thursday, February 11, 2010 ( 12:52 AM )

At this very date in the moments of today and the day that has passed, I've been really happy... for some reason.. I just want to remember this feeling thus If I forget or feel sad... I have this post to remind me this moment.

it involved a day involving extra sleep Till about 1-2pm

a really productive start to my video project...

a reproach to my campaign on responsible consumerism...

about 5 to 6 episodes of pure hysterical enjoyment of the Big Bang Theory...

and some really enjoyable music to close of the evening :D

I feel a feeling of happiness enveloped in love and appreciation.. although it's all from within

I M Inspired...

Right now.. impossible really is nothing..

V'ZeuLKiD Grego :D

PS THANK YOU NAFA FOR THE HOLIDAY I REALLY REALLLLLLYYYY NEEDED IT!!!

PSS thanks to my personal GP for telling me to take a break every now and then to de-stress and to keep watching BBT.. LAWLS.... hahahah..

{/Well... --

Sunday, January 31, 2010 ( 12:48 PM )

Shall we dance?

Grieverez V'Zeulz

{/09' to 10' ... 20 isn't so great after all --

( 3:00 AM )

Ok ... sorry it's been ages since I've last Updated..

Lets.. see...

Last I remember I was enjoying the end of my 09' and then I was thinking that

this year 2010, it would be better... well.. it hasn't be great so far...

Don't let this smile deceive you..

My idea of a good year would be to do something worthwhile.. Didn't happen yet

My idea of a good year is that I might start off to a great jump in school... Didn't happen at all

My idea of a good year was to get in touch with a more sensitive side of myself to open up to someone I love... has Yet to happen I guess

My idea of a good year would be to just maybe make friends in my new class... Hasn't happened much...

It seems so difficult for some reason for everything..

No wait just before you go saying Greg things take time or things will work out DON'T

Just DON'T because that's not what I need right now

What I need is time to spend with someone, time to brush up on my dance skills and become better, a clear head to my research and maybe some company, to be able to just explode whatever is in my head into the rest of my body because I have so much to say and do and so little time before NS left...

NS is not the end of the world I know.. but it's somewhat an end to my youthfulness that's for sure... I have other goals in life that will sure to be unveiled after NS and that would last most likely the rest of my life... and so I want to focus on this now.. and maybe carry on some of these goals to the future...

I have so much more to say I guess..

And soo many people I'd love to just erase from my thoughts and life...

But.. I won't...

I'll just continue being what I can be.. I'll do things the way I want to

and I'll just make things up as long as I can think and make judgments... these judgements may not always be right but they sure as hell won't be wrong also...

As such... I'm going to abandon everything that has brought me down so far... and just focus on what I have to do to do as much as I can... and whatever people want from me.. I'll just give.. be it in design, expectations and life.. I'll just give till I have nothing left to give and then I'll just say goodbye and .. well I'll make it up as I go along I guess

the bottom line is .. 09' to 10'... 20 isn't so great after all..

Regards

Grieverez V'Zeulz

PS If you're gonna comment in my tagboard based on trying to make me feel better... forget it... try somethin' else...

PSS I might be revisiting my Emo Years...

PSSS I feel so sad right now it hurts inside... :.{

{/I feel... --

Friday, December 11, 2009 ( 3:01 AM )

...Neglected...

V'ZeuLKiD

{/Play at My HeartStrings --

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